Look at it from this perspective. Why hand someone else the key to whether or not you can be happy? Whoever it was you hurt by what you did, you've gone and hung a weight around your neck and handed them the key to unlocking it, and now you're on your knees trying to figure out how hard you have to beg to make them give it back to you.
Why let them have that key in the first place? If they're standing there making you grovel telling you nothing's good enough, aren't they just as awful? Good people forgive each other, and it sounds to me like whoever's got you down is enjoying your misery more than they care about holding the moral high ground.
All your suffering isn't gonna make that dead guy any more alive, and if it's making the other guy feel better to watch, well. What the hell does that say about the other guy?
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Why let them have that key in the first place? If they're standing there making you grovel telling you nothing's good enough, aren't they just as awful? Good people forgive each other, and it sounds to me like whoever's got you down is enjoying your misery more than they care about holding the moral high ground.
All your suffering isn't gonna make that dead guy any more alive, and if it's making the other guy feel better to watch, well. What the hell does that say about the other guy?