[And because... He doesn't know. At first it seemed like a good trolling attempt and then it turned into something more serious. Once he'd started seeing Blake as an actual person, his desire to actually have a night with him became more sincere. Maybe it was stupid and idiotic but it's not like he could control his feelings.
There was also the fact that Blake was there. He was easy- or at least, easy enough. There were a lot of reasons he was picking Blake instead of someone else and just no easy way to actually explain it.]
And because maybe after this conversation I've realized you're pretty hot. Who'd've thought that would happen, right? [He's trying to make things a little more lighthearted now. They've been so serious, it's about time he lightens it up somehow.] Besides, I was lyin' when I said your butt was a zero. I'd give it a three and a half, maybe four.
[When Blake says that though, he gives him a nod. He understands. He knows it's not an easy decision to make. Bro is perfectly willing to be patient.]
What about you come back to my room and take a free trial, then? Any point in time you decide you wanna back out, then you can. No questions asked. And I'll take it with me to my grave.
[Beyond wanting to just be with someone, this is turning into more than that. It's also about how he wants Blake to open up a little. To experience a part of himself that he's denying. If he can get Blake to open up and realize that homosexuality ain't a bad thing, then that would be a victory in itself.]
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[And because... He doesn't know. At first it seemed like a good trolling attempt and then it turned into something more serious. Once he'd started seeing Blake as an actual person, his desire to actually have a night with him became more sincere. Maybe it was stupid and idiotic but it's not like he could control his feelings.
There was also the fact that Blake was there. He was easy- or at least, easy enough. There were a lot of reasons he was picking Blake instead of someone else and just no easy way to actually explain it.]
And because maybe after this conversation I've realized you're pretty hot. Who'd've thought that would happen, right? [He's trying to make things a little more lighthearted now. They've been so serious, it's about time he lightens it up somehow.] Besides, I was lyin' when I said your butt was a zero. I'd give it a three and a half, maybe four.
[When Blake says that though, he gives him a nod. He understands. He knows it's not an easy decision to make. Bro is perfectly willing to be patient.]
What about you come back to my room and take a free trial, then? Any point in time you decide you wanna back out, then you can. No questions asked. And I'll take it with me to my grave.
[Beyond wanting to just be with someone, this is turning into more than that. It's also about how he wants Blake to open up a little. To experience a part of himself that he's denying. If he can get Blake to open up and realize that homosexuality ain't a bad thing, then that would be a victory in itself.]