...don't go in with your feelings.

[Rude goes all in. He's feeling really good about this hand.]

I got mad. Thought I'd show him what happens when you mess with one of us.

...didn't really stop to think it through enough. I had a job and a junior under me; once I went down, I jeopardized the mission.

Could've cost a whole lot more than my pride and a few bruises.

Could've got my junior killed.

...just...wasn't the right time or thing to do at that point.